Thursday, December 10, 2009

It sucks to be dumped, especially when it's by your own body..

So, needless to say, I'm in a funk again after Af showed this week..and I have an overwhelming feeling that my body has broken my heart. The good news is I o'ed when I thought I did but then Dh and I had pretty good timing (I don't think we used the pre-seed though..stupid us..) and..nothing. I was slowly starting to get my hopes up too. I'm trying really hard to be happy that my body functioned correctly but in true "me" fashion, I can't, I want more. And I want to get myself and Dh to a specialist but I keep procrastinating and thinking maybe it's not meant for us to have children or maybe next month will be our month. But it probably won't be, just like every other month.. ugh.


  1. I'm sorry Crys :-( I say call and make the appointment.. hopefully you won't need it, but if you do, I think you will feel much better for having done it, no matter what you decide to do.

  2. I'm sorry. I think if you make the appt it will happen on its own :)

  3. hahaha, I like all this superstition about making the appointment so that I don't need it.. I suppose I need to get on that then! :)